had the hpv vaccine today :|
+ the day started really badly, was raining buckets so by the time i'd run to the bus stop my feet were drenched, and stayed that way all day. -___-
then we went into the hall, and got sent away because the school were behind, then went back, waited for a bit, then had to come back an hour later because of break and, well they were behind. im not scared of injections, but soon as i got to the front row i was overwhelmed, and shaking really badly :| plus i was watching everyone come out crying. which isnt exactly reassuring.
then i got to the nurse, and she was the one one i didnt want. being zoe, id worn a longish sleeved shirt, so she made my undo half the buttons :| which, well made me feel slightly uncomfortable. then she asked me what i want for christmas? which is supposed to distract me but was so damn feeble and obvious what it is. i felt it go in, but until like the end of school i was alright, bit drousy though. now my arm is all achy. + hurts when i straighten it. and theres another 2 to go, just for HPV. and i've got tetanus and stuff as well :\ by the end of next year i bet i have no arm or something..
Monday, 30 November 2009
Thursday, 26 November 2009
"i love you" ..yeahright.
i really hate when the words "i love you" are being chucked around like nothing. i always see 'couples' go out for a day, and be all "i love you so much bla bla" and they always break up like a week later. wow, obviously you really loved that person.
not only does it make you a liar, but it makes you just plain annoying. you should mean it when you say it, you shouldn't just say it because its 'natural' to say it when you're in a relationship. because its not. wait until you actually mean it, then when you say it you will actually FEEL something. if you loved someone, you'd actually be a little bit upset when you finished you know? i mean, if one of your friends you say 'love you' to died right now, you'd be sad right? see, if you love someone then you actually need the person, and would feel something when you broke up.
so my main point, don't say 'i love you' for no reason when you don't. if you love the person, fine. if they mean little to you, just don't say it until you mean it!
it bugs me.
not only does it make you a liar, but it makes you just plain annoying. you should mean it when you say it, you shouldn't just say it because its 'natural' to say it when you're in a relationship. because its not. wait until you actually mean it, then when you say it you will actually FEEL something. if you loved someone, you'd actually be a little bit upset when you finished you know? i mean, if one of your friends you say 'love you' to died right now, you'd be sad right? see, if you love someone then you actually need the person, and would feel something when you broke up.
so my main point, don't say 'i love you' for no reason when you don't. if you love the person, fine. if they mean little to you, just don't say it until you mean it!
it bugs me.
Saturday, 14 November 2009
aaaah, exams
all my teachers are ill. well apparently '40%' are, and this means that year 7's 8's and 9's get to have a day off. and us being 'the most important' with all our exams and shizzle coming up have to stay at school all week.
i also had a maths exam friday, it was pretty easy. i'd been revising lots so i did know most of it, but one question made no sense to me at all. so i guessed, and think i got it right - if everyone else who thought they knew what it was were right. which hopefully they are [: so im just praying i did good in that, my predicted grade for maths is an A, which sounds very scary if you ask me. and its all so complicated :|
i have my science exams next friday, im revising like crazy but its all so hard. biology is horrible, it's so hard to remember all the names and crap. plus all the words sound the same. but im hoping if i revise enough i'l do okay...
it's veery windy today + i like it :) i love running in the wind, because it all rushed past you and you feel like you're running really fast. which i don't normally get since im a terrible runner, i'm so slow! and i can't go long distances either so, i just suck all round at running :P but i love wind and thunderstorms and stuff, especially if your inside wrapped in your duvet and you can just hear it all outside. it makes me feel really walk and cosy :P maybe im just sad..
tomorrow im probably gonna stay in, nothing planned..
at my school everyone's on about MW2. now, i dont play these games. my friend has an xbox, and she likes it mainly because she likes takling to people. but APPARENTLY the graphics are 'amazing' and its 'well good!' personally i can't see the attraction to endlessly shooting people, no matter how realistic the people im shooting are, or how detailed the buildings are. but it amazes me that about a month or two ago, i would have known nothing about it, not even what the hell cod was. now i vaguely know what im talking out. and i've been listening to party in the usa, and loving it. this is whole new low point in my life, i'm so lame i surprise myself ;D
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i also had a maths exam friday, it was pretty easy. i'd been revising lots so i did know most of it, but one question made no sense to me at all. so i guessed, and think i got it right - if everyone else who thought they knew what it was were right. which hopefully they are [: so im just praying i did good in that, my predicted grade for maths is an A, which sounds very scary if you ask me. and its all so complicated :|
i have my science exams next friday, im revising like crazy but its all so hard. biology is horrible, it's so hard to remember all the names and crap. plus all the words sound the same. but im hoping if i revise enough i'l do okay...
it's veery windy today + i like it :) i love running in the wind, because it all rushed past you and you feel like you're running really fast. which i don't normally get since im a terrible runner, i'm so slow! and i can't go long distances either so, i just suck all round at running :P but i love wind and thunderstorms and stuff, especially if your inside wrapped in your duvet and you can just hear it all outside. it makes me feel really walk and cosy :P maybe im just sad..
tomorrow im probably gonna stay in, nothing planned..
at my school everyone's on about MW2. now, i dont play these games. my friend has an xbox, and she likes it mainly because she likes takling to people. but APPARENTLY the graphics are 'amazing' and its 'well good!' personally i can't see the attraction to endlessly shooting people, no matter how realistic the people im shooting are, or how detailed the buildings are. but it amazes me that about a month or two ago, i would have known nothing about it, not even what the hell cod was. now i vaguely know what im talking out. and i've been listening to party in the usa, and loving it. this is whole new low point in my life, i'm so lame i surprise myself ;D
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Friday, 6 November 2009
so, tonight was fireworks night, so i went into town/prom to watch the fireworks [: it started out all good, id gone to my friends before we went, and we went to get ze bus, and then a load of (16 year old?) guys got on, and started talking to us. well not, talking, but one went;
"my mate here, thinks you three are really pretty." then asked us how old we are, and it was like, lol. :P then they got off the bus :( and i must say, they weren't to bad looking ;) and then we got into town, and got off the bus.
it was spitting at this point, and we nearly got run over a million times. and it would be me who VERY NEARLY got run over by a bus. very nearly. terrifying experiences.
we went to meet other people. as it always is with these things, there was a themepark like thing. all flashing lights + really high prices, yet we go on them anyway :P then we heard the fireworks and walked down right to the prom, it was so crowded. and it started to rain. of all nights ¬_¬ why not yesterday? i mean sure, that would have ruined official fireworks, but still. :P
i mainly remember standing there as the rain got heavier, in the dark under our umbrellas with me drinking my soupy, and all i could think of was 'i want a huggle.' not a pleasant thought, made me feel really lonely. + there were two couples with us, so the feeling intensified ;D its the kind of night where you want your boyfriend to huggle and steal hoodies off of, and he wasn't there :( deary me. although i'l give credit where its due i shall, the fireworks were pretty good ;D all nice and colourful. i must say though, i dont like the ones that don't go bang much, they just dissapear, how boring! but i love the really big ones <3>
then we all went to get picked up, and the rain got heavier, like really heavy :( spoiling the night, woo. i wanted the huggle even more :P we tried to light some sparklers, fail. they wouldn't even spark a little :(
i do love fireworks night, but not when it rains and all you want is a huggle and a nice hand to be holding :)
although i am glad i went, better than staying in!
and now, here i am in my pjs, wrapped in my lovely duvet with a nice hot water bottle. Extremely tired though, early night tonight? please!
so that concludes today [:
"my mate here, thinks you three are really pretty." then asked us how old we are, and it was like, lol. :P then they got off the bus :( and i must say, they weren't to bad looking ;) and then we got into town, and got off the bus.
it was spitting at this point, and we nearly got run over a million times. and it would be me who VERY NEARLY got run over by a bus. very nearly. terrifying experiences.
we went to meet other people. as it always is with these things, there was a themepark like thing. all flashing lights + really high prices, yet we go on them anyway :P then we heard the fireworks and walked down right to the prom, it was so crowded. and it started to rain. of all nights ¬_¬ why not yesterday? i mean sure, that would have ruined official fireworks, but still. :P
i mainly remember standing there as the rain got heavier, in the dark under our umbrellas with me drinking my soupy, and all i could think of was 'i want a huggle.' not a pleasant thought, made me feel really lonely. + there were two couples with us, so the feeling intensified ;D its the kind of night where you want your boyfriend to huggle and steal hoodies off of, and he wasn't there :( deary me. although i'l give credit where its due i shall, the fireworks were pretty good ;D all nice and colourful. i must say though, i dont like the ones that don't go bang much, they just dissapear, how boring! but i love the really big ones <3>
then we all went to get picked up, and the rain got heavier, like really heavy :( spoiling the night, woo. i wanted the huggle even more :P we tried to light some sparklers, fail. they wouldn't even spark a little :(
i do love fireworks night, but not when it rains and all you want is a huggle and a nice hand to be holding :)
although i am glad i went, better than staying in!
and now, here i am in my pjs, wrapped in my lovely duvet with a nice hot water bottle. Extremely tired though, early night tonight? please!
so that concludes today [:
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