mini rant

right, so that so obviously wasn't aimed at all the people you call your friends was it?

you're a pretty big hypocrite tbh. there is so much i want to write in this post but i am not going to because it is pointless.

but if you really think that about us+our actions dont be friends with us, i do what i want because i'm only 15, therefore i dont have to be mature+settling down and all of that. you're never gonna get your teenage years again, so frankly i'm doing what i want. which does involve drink, drugs+sex, and all the other stuff you seem to look down upon us for. and frankly, i'd rather be out having a good time and doing things for me.

yeah but you see i just dislike people.

here i am. maybe. im writing on here because i never do anymore+i dont want to write on tumblr.

i write a lot of letters these days; so im gonna do some on here, no names though.

person 1.
i'm so so proud of you. it's all big and scary and strange, but it's good because everything will be okay. i'll be there for you through it all; i promise.

person 2.
all these little things you do annoy me. then you blame stuff on me when it's your own fault. you can be incredibly self centred; the world does not revolve around your little arse. not everyone has to bow down at your feet. how can i trust you when you're so two faced? and act like everything is disgusting and that growing up is wrong. sorry i grew up.

person 3.
i miss you. why is stuff going wrong?

person 4.
you're a bit of a bitch aren't you. fine don't listen to me; it'll be you who loses out in the long run. HA. so, when you get fucked over, i hope you wish you'd listened. or you dont wish that and just feel completely shit.

person 5.
nothing else matters huh? conceited.