cuppa tea + catherines mum? i think so.

so heres my trail of emotions since you dumped me like shit.

confused -> regretful -> sad -> hysterical -> annoyed -> angry -> empty.

yesterday i wanted to go up to you, scream in your face and punch you in your stupid big face. now i couldnt care. ive got such amazing friends i dont need you, or your big head.

today i went to catherines house before walktall, and had a nice cup of tea and a chat with her mum, who is amazing. she said boys are stupid throw stones at them. to which rosie+kat responded, 'i will gladly join you in that'. then when i said to her why she said 'now why on earth could anyone think your not good enough. the thing is, boys at your age, they have the attention span of a gnat.' this not only made me laugh my head off but made me feel worth something. and i realised, i dont need you, ive got everyone i need right by me.
then we got macdonalds, and went to walktall, where rosie became phillip burgerneese, a gay polishman who pooed because he got poked by george mackey in english. then we filmed it, couldnt stop laughing <3

i love everyone who's been there for me while ive been a depressed blob.
rosie, thank you for being there to talk, moan and cry to, then nearly punching him in the face for me. ♥
katherine, thank you for telling him exactly what you thought, and reassuring me when i got into hysterics in your car. ♥
katarina, thank you for being there when it happened. if you werent there i dont know what would have happened. but i bet it would have been worse. and thank you for not going on about it and letting me make digs at myself+him all night. ♥
sam, thank you for the square of aero when i needed chocolate therapy. ♥
aimee, thank you for making me laugh when i was hardly even talking. ♥
amy cookie, thank you for your hugs. they are the best hugs in the world, so reassuring. ♥
catherine/catherines mum, thank you for making me feel worth something, and making me laugh, and buying macdonalds, always good ♥
frank, (strange one :L) but you did actually make me feel better, even though i could tell you were struggling with what to say, lol. ♥
amy, thank you for being there. making me feel not alone. ♥
katarinas mum, thankyou for icecream and laughter, lol. ♥

so yeh,thanks guys :D and sorry if ive been hard to talk to or a bit of a misery. im done now.