wanna go back

i wanna go back to last summer.

i wanna go back to the sleepover with cat kathi and jamielee. that day was so amazing, sunbathing in that field, going to the clay beach then the cotage pie, then the pokemon wars, and blomblom, easnt bored once, such an amazing day <3

i wanna go back to broadstairs. i wanna go back to that day, before everything went wrong, to the days when you were really nice to me and you hadnt turned into an arse. i actually loved that day, the train, the sunbathing, buying that boat and going out into the sea loads, having to spend loads of effort walking because the sand was heavy, so fun ^.^

i wanna go back to that really hot day at bluewater when we went paddling in the lakes, and spent hours just on that little pebble bit of bluewater.

i wanna go back to kat's sleepover birthday, eating loads of thai sweet chilli crisps, chicago+team america(even though i fell asleep:L) catherines endless 'smells', doing the physical attractiveness test, eating ice cream with pippa, the cookie cake :D

i wanna go back to my birthday. strange how social groups can change so much in less than a year. i remember those days, when all the people who came were my closest friends, some of you i dont even talk to anymore. but the day was so so good, before everything got complicated, its like i said, my birthday was the turning point of everything going wrong. hmm.

i know i cant go back to those times, so im just gonna be happy that they happened and they were times i was so happy. i miss the days when things weren't so complicated. but hey, i've had some amazing times in my life {: