scatterbrained injectiony arty thursdayeyfridayey artness.

i was sitting on my bed listening to nickelback earlier, and i realised its incredibly annoying when your drawings come out wrong.
i mean im not bad at drawing, like to think im pretty good cos i like art, but i get so pissed off when nothing comes out right.

and then i went downstairs and ate pizza and watch simpsons.
goodtimes :D

i need to have a bath soon though, because i smell.
yesterday in form, mr sheaf came in saying that after we'd had form the previous day and his YA had gone in the room had stunk of b.o. then he started talking about getting to our age and needing to shower more, oh it was hilarious :')
and today everyone was kind of depressed? all the girls in my form were pissed off with stuff, and in p.e it was like WOA, need a happy vibe! so generally when this happens i start singing or dancing, which i did in form and p.e. i think people are sort of used to this now. i had a little chat with amy in form about why she was pissed off, and personally, the reason for this is good, and to YOU, i think you're a dick. when you're in the wrong don't shift the blame to other people. and you're in my film trailer, YUCKY YUCK YUCK! seriously, you put everyone in a bad mood, pooface. and the other reason, you brought it on yourself, don't say stuff like that and then wonder why you get in trouble. its your own fault love.

so i danced around form for a bit, then went to p.e where i got lectured about my effort. I WAS JOINING IN. you just weren't watching. mheeer. besides, i dont wanna do pe anyway, i dont enjoy running around a muddy field getting shoes I LIKE dirty and kicking a ball that never goes in the right direction for me. i suck at football, deal with it! if you want me to do well, give me something i like doing. there are tons of sports i like, yet you chose to do the one i hate the most. POOFACE BIGNOSE. i hopes we're inside for pe tomorrow. or at least doing something FUN.
:D

rantyness over.

today felt like a friday which i thought meant id get a bitta fish and chips, but then it was thursday so i had curry and watkins went home :(((( sad stuff. but tomorrow is friday then the next day is saturday which means there's no school. and what happened to the snow we were supposed to get wednesday?! disspointed.
oh yeah arts going well, i got my stencil done in the double lesson, but had an injection which was okay. made me all woozy, like i was gonna go sleep or faint, just a weird feeling. but im getting so many injections recently im kind of bored of them. well not bored, just past caring.

saturday i have a party im going to, but no idea what to wear goddammit. i will find something though, will have to. probably just wear jeans and a top cos i gotta get bus to station, then a train. plus i dont wanna wear anything particularly nice in case i get puked on or something. yumyumyum.
but i am sort of looking forward to it. i will probably regret this on sunday though. if you see what i mean there.. :L

i think im done now, sorry if this blog was kind of scatterbrained.

im amazing at stories, and a load of random bursts of thought you probably wont understand

i like talking like this. its strange how bad stuff brings good stuff out.
i guess i should remember in life that no matter how much crap is thrown at you something good will always come out.

i told glen a story today when he asked me what happened in the bath:P
well i think i must have died by drowning for a time, because i found myself in a field somewhere. it was strange, the grass was all blue, but sort of mouldy? like really old cheese but slightly different, in a grassy sort of cheese way. so i was slightly unnerved by all this, so i got out of my bathtub and went to have a look around. i found a hammock, that looked like it was woven from unicorn fur, because of the glistening substance - it sparkled in the sunlight. i ignored the hammock because i didnt really feel tired, and walked further away from my bathtub into the distance. i found myself in a strange forest, except all the treetrunks were made of gold, and had leaves that were all black and singed, they smelt funny. and then all of a sudden i was surrounded by ghosts. they didnt look threatening, just your typical ghosts really. kind of transparent, and whitish. these ghosts came to told me all this stuff about the future and the past, and idk if i should tell you because it was pretty scary stuff tbh. im actually scarred for life, and now i know all the answers im not sure i want to live anymore.
but anyway,

i couldnt find the ending, goddamn you stupid facebook chat.

i have injections tomorrow, fml.
eurgh i hate when you dont know what to say. fml.

i need to pack my stuff for tmoorrow. eurgh, well at least these injections get me out of maths i guess.

me hairs wet, dry already.

im scared.

bye.