hmm. havent blogged in a while.
i love walktall. i love everyone there. (L) :D:D:D:D
BUT
some people need to open their minds. and also some people need to not assume i like them. youre not very good at reading body signals are you? hmm. grem.
also they way im practically falling asleep in science and maths, then when i should be wanting to sleep at times like now, not tired? hohum.
my teeth feel lucky.
i didnt get indian food tonight. damn you mother, making dad change his mind. but now he owes me one cos he said 'next week'. and 'we'll see' which means she'll have forgotten about it by then so its okay (H) but i wont. i will remind him, muahaha ;D
now im just waiting i guess. for something, someone, to come along. i dont know who yet, but im sure they will. someday. if i live til im old (:|) i've got 80 odd years for that. so screw it, im living life. and i promised, id cram in as much shit as possible. i may not owe that promise, but im keeping it anyway.
anywhoo, im off to clean my teeth, pack my shiz for tomorrow (ART:D:D:D) check my deviant, and then finish watching desperate housewives series 2 episode 1. MY GOD. its all weird. and messed up. :'( damnit. SORT YOURSELVES OUT. secrets are bad guys, sort it {:
Showing posts with label art. Show all posts
Showing posts with label art. Show all posts
Tuesday, 30 March 2010
Tuesday, 23 February 2010
a blog of random thoughts that came to me
today is tuesday, which means i should have gone to walktall, but they are on tour so i could not :( which is crappy. tomorrow however is wednesday which means i have art, which is funfunfun! rosie is ill though, she better be in tomorrow or for reasons i discussed with her i may find myself pouncing on a pidgeon and raping it. muauahaha!
i still have maths homework to do, but i ended up giving both english courseworks in because i couldnt decide (N) damn.
i had these chinese chicken ribs for dinner, they were really yummy! but not im hungry again, i think the craving is for country crisp. or yoghurt. im not sure yet..
what i thinki might do is go down and make tomorrows lunch + pack my schoolbag, then grab myself a bowl of country crisp AND a yoghurt (thats right, im feling greedy ;D) then come back up here and find me something on iplayer, or 40d, on itv player. so much choice! im really into the take me out's atm, they are funny :P i feel sorry for that rian girl tho (N) shes there 8 weeks and doesnt get chosen once! aww.
my maths homework is still not done but i will do it. i had double maths today and we were doing multiplying and stuff, usually i get this. easy peasy, i can do all that in my head. but today it was all gone. i wanted to cry it was so frustrating. it was like over this half term all my knowledge that was making people think i had a 'talent for maths' had just run out of my brain. it was horrible. hopefully it was just because i was tired etc, hopefully it will come back to me soon because i hate the feeling of feeling stupid. especially when in know its there, its just not working properly. yuckyuckyuck.
its funny how when stuff happens people come flooding back into your life. like they see the opening because im open and just creep in and act like theres been no gap in the speaking. just cos i got messed about doesnt mean that i ant to talk to you more than i did before. i dont mean go away, ts nice. just there is a thin line between chatting and being annoying..
ive also gained quite a few people recently which i never thought would happen. people i like talking to. they are cool (H)
i am wearing new pajamas. they have frogs on. but recently i spoke to kathi and apparently she has never slept naked. although sleeping naked is cotch, it is far too cold for that atm, wait for summer. HURRY UP SUMMER. im getting bored of having to wear loadsa layers :( and im also supposed to be going camping with some peoples this weekend, which i was looking forward to; its going to rain. why spoil my life god? why?! it would have been so fun :[
anyway, i must skedaddle because i need to sort my stuff for toorrow and make lunch etc, its 9.27 which means ive got about an hour until i need to sleep, possibly less. if i work carefully, this enough for sorting, packing, then eating whilst watching take me out, or maybe something else. :D
LATERS GUYS
i still have maths homework to do, but i ended up giving both english courseworks in because i couldnt decide (N) damn.
i had these chinese chicken ribs for dinner, they were really yummy! but not im hungry again, i think the craving is for country crisp. or yoghurt. im not sure yet..
what i thinki might do is go down and make tomorrows lunch + pack my schoolbag, then grab myself a bowl of country crisp AND a yoghurt (thats right, im feling greedy ;D) then come back up here and find me something on iplayer, or 40d, on itv player. so much choice! im really into the take me out's atm, they are funny :P i feel sorry for that rian girl tho (N) shes there 8 weeks and doesnt get chosen once! aww.
my maths homework is still not done but i will do it. i had double maths today and we were doing multiplying and stuff, usually i get this. easy peasy, i can do all that in my head. but today it was all gone. i wanted to cry it was so frustrating. it was like over this half term all my knowledge that was making people think i had a 'talent for maths' had just run out of my brain. it was horrible. hopefully it was just because i was tired etc, hopefully it will come back to me soon because i hate the feeling of feeling stupid. especially when in know its there, its just not working properly. yuckyuckyuck.
its funny how when stuff happens people come flooding back into your life. like they see the opening because im open and just creep in and act like theres been no gap in the speaking. just cos i got messed about doesnt mean that i ant to talk to you more than i did before. i dont mean go away, ts nice. just there is a thin line between chatting and being annoying..
ive also gained quite a few people recently which i never thought would happen. people i like talking to. they are cool (H)
i am wearing new pajamas. they have frogs on. but recently i spoke to kathi and apparently she has never slept naked. although sleeping naked is cotch, it is far too cold for that atm, wait for summer. HURRY UP SUMMER. im getting bored of having to wear loadsa layers :( and im also supposed to be going camping with some peoples this weekend, which i was looking forward to; its going to rain. why spoil my life god? why?! it would have been so fun :[
anyway, i must skedaddle because i need to sort my stuff for toorrow and make lunch etc, its 9.27 which means ive got about an hour until i need to sleep, possibly less. if i work carefully, this enough for sorting, packing, then eating whilst watching take me out, or maybe something else. :D
LATERS GUYS
Thursday, 21 January 2010
scatterbrained injectiony arty thursdayeyfridayey artness.
i was sitting on my bed listening to nickelback earlier, and i realised its incredibly annoying when your drawings come out wrong.
i mean im not bad at drawing, like to think im pretty good cos i like art, but i get so pissed off when nothing comes out right.
and then i went downstairs and ate pizza and watch simpsons.
goodtimes :D
i need to have a bath soon though, because i smell.
yesterday in form, mr sheaf came in saying that after we'd had form the previous day and his YA had gone in the room had stunk of b.o. then he started talking about getting to our age and needing to shower more, oh it was hilarious :')
and today everyone was kind of depressed? all the girls in my form were pissed off with stuff, and in p.e it was like WOA, need a happy vibe! so generally when this happens i start singing or dancing, which i did in form and p.e. i think people are sort of used to this now. i had a little chat with amy in form about why she was pissed off, and personally, the reason for this is good, and to YOU, i think you're a dick. when you're in the wrong don't shift the blame to other people. and you're in my film trailer, YUCKY YUCK YUCK! seriously, you put everyone in a bad mood, pooface. and the other reason, you brought it on yourself, don't say stuff like that and then wonder why you get in trouble. its your own fault love.
so i danced around form for a bit, then went to p.e where i got lectured about my effort. I WAS JOINING IN. you just weren't watching. mheeer. besides, i dont wanna do pe anyway, i dont enjoy running around a muddy field getting shoes I LIKE dirty and kicking a ball that never goes in the right direction for me. i suck at football, deal with it! if you want me to do well, give me something i like doing. there are tons of sports i like, yet you chose to do the one i hate the most. POOFACE BIGNOSE. i hopes we're inside for pe tomorrow. or at least doing something FUN.
:D
rantyness over.
today felt like a friday which i thought meant id get a bitta fish and chips, but then it was thursday so i had curry and watkins went home :(((( sad stuff. but tomorrow is friday then the next day is saturday which means there's no school. and what happened to the snow we were supposed to get wednesday?! disspointed.
oh yeah arts going well, i got my stencil done in the double lesson, but had an injection which was okay. made me all woozy, like i was gonna go sleep or faint, just a weird feeling. but im getting so many injections recently im kind of bored of them. well not bored, just past caring.
saturday i have a party im going to, but no idea what to wear goddammit. i will find something though, will have to. probably just wear jeans and a top cos i gotta get bus to station, then a train. plus i dont wanna wear anything particularly nice in case i get puked on or something. yumyumyum.
but i am sort of looking forward to it. i will probably regret this on sunday though. if you see what i mean there.. :L
i think im done now, sorry if this blog was kind of scatterbrained.
i mean im not bad at drawing, like to think im pretty good cos i like art, but i get so pissed off when nothing comes out right.
and then i went downstairs and ate pizza and watch simpsons.
goodtimes :D
i need to have a bath soon though, because i smell.
yesterday in form, mr sheaf came in saying that after we'd had form the previous day and his YA had gone in the room had stunk of b.o. then he started talking about getting to our age and needing to shower more, oh it was hilarious :')
and today everyone was kind of depressed? all the girls in my form were pissed off with stuff, and in p.e it was like WOA, need a happy vibe! so generally when this happens i start singing or dancing, which i did in form and p.e. i think people are sort of used to this now. i had a little chat with amy in form about why she was pissed off, and personally, the reason for this is good, and to YOU, i think you're a dick. when you're in the wrong don't shift the blame to other people. and you're in my film trailer, YUCKY YUCK YUCK! seriously, you put everyone in a bad mood, pooface. and the other reason, you brought it on yourself, don't say stuff like that and then wonder why you get in trouble. its your own fault love.
so i danced around form for a bit, then went to p.e where i got lectured about my effort. I WAS JOINING IN. you just weren't watching. mheeer. besides, i dont wanna do pe anyway, i dont enjoy running around a muddy field getting shoes I LIKE dirty and kicking a ball that never goes in the right direction for me. i suck at football, deal with it! if you want me to do well, give me something i like doing. there are tons of sports i like, yet you chose to do the one i hate the most. POOFACE BIGNOSE. i hopes we're inside for pe tomorrow. or at least doing something FUN.
:D
rantyness over.
today felt like a friday which i thought meant id get a bitta fish and chips, but then it was thursday so i had curry and watkins went home :(((( sad stuff. but tomorrow is friday then the next day is saturday which means there's no school. and what happened to the snow we were supposed to get wednesday?! disspointed.
oh yeah arts going well, i got my stencil done in the double lesson, but had an injection which was okay. made me all woozy, like i was gonna go sleep or faint, just a weird feeling. but im getting so many injections recently im kind of bored of them. well not bored, just past caring.
saturday i have a party im going to, but no idea what to wear goddammit. i will find something though, will have to. probably just wear jeans and a top cos i gotta get bus to station, then a train. plus i dont wanna wear anything particularly nice in case i get puked on or something. yumyumyum.
but i am sort of looking forward to it. i will probably regret this on sunday though. if you see what i mean there.. :L
i think im done now, sorry if this blog was kind of scatterbrained.
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