roomtidy/valentines/friday

i just tidied my room
and vaccuumed it
i used to be really obsessed with keeping my carpet clean, but recently i've got really slobby and cba. to be fair when you compare my room to some peoples it looks good. but now it looks better, rearranged+dusted the shelf, tidied desk, vaccuumed carpet, made bed, and stuck up any pictures that had fallen down. so now im ready for katarina to not think i live in a pigsty. however her rooms not always tidy itself ;D the amount of times i've gone round there and shes been like 'you cant go upstairs, its a dump!' ;D

im actually really looking forward to tomorrow, i might have a footlong sub, if i have enough money. im poor atm, like always. need to save for kats+sams presents, +possibly amy's, then theres a bit of a break cos its my birthday, then until rosies/franks/dans/glens/catherines birthdays im free. today was jacks birthday, happy birthday jacko {: even though you wont read this muaha.

but oh jesus, all the stuffs going up for valentines day. i hate valentines day. mheeeeeer. i guess for some people its cute and all that, but in general i just dont like it. for all the others ive been single, and i actually had such a good valentines day last day with the bowling and secret cupid. anyway, when you're single its like eurgh, im single on a day where everyone else is loved up, how shit do i feel? and if you're iar then theres like a pressure that you have to do something. and get each other silly little teddies and shiz. which i guess is nice, but for me just another thing to worry about messing up and doing wrong. bleeeeurgh.
this does not mean i am against relationships or i do not like my relationship cos i do, i just purely dont like valentines day. maybe this years will be good though, you never know ;D

skins started again tonight but ima watch it online because i dont get e4 in my room (N) and i dont wanna be up late anyways xD
(K)

confused

so my dad just came into the room with hot wine. its actually quite nice, sweet. and warm. life is good {:

the snow failed me miserably, however school wasnt too bad today because it was kind of easy, except michael throwing a snowball at me, arse. hopefully it snows tons tonight, cos then no school tomorrow, and i can wear my new wellies. yeaaa (L)

i am left thoroughly confused. as always. and please no jokes about me being stupid, im confused but happy. i have been sticking the photos everywhere, in my new photoalbum/scrapbook, my actual photoalbum is filled up goddammit. and ofc my wall :') my room is turning into a giant scrapbook, i cant decide whether i like it or not. bit by bit im running out of wall space. and when i do, i will die :L

today i watched the top 20 tv shows of the noughties, am glad top gear came first, amazing show <3 and i agreed with a lot of the other ones in there tbh, good shows. {:

"She's got you thinking this is how you’re supposed to be. It's not. We're young. We’re supposed to drink too much. We're supposed to have bad attitudes and shag each other's brains out. We were designed to party. We owe it to ourselves to party hard. We owe it to each other. This is it. This is our time. So a few of us will overdose, or go mental. Charles Darwin said you can't make an omelette without breaking a few eggs. That's what it's about - breaking eggs - by eggs, I mean, getting twatted on a cocktail of class As.

If you could see yourselves... We had it all. We have fucked up bigger and better than any generation that came before us. We were so beautiful... We're screw-ups. I plan on staying a screw-up until my late twenties, or maybe even my early thirties. And I will shag my own mum before I let her.... or anyone else take that away from me!"
i love nathan.